December 2003 Journal Entry
By Brenda Crawford-Bee on Jul 9, 2008 in Consciousness, Cowoker with God, Gratitude, Love, Self Growth, Spiritual Growth
“Dear God,
Today, I don’t want to ask you again for anything because you know the needs that I have and my wants, you know my heart. As I review my journal entries it seems as though I’m always asking for something, always seeking help in one thing or another. On the drive home a couple of weeks ago it came to me that I should instead invite you into my heart, my life, the world that I am creating and invite your protection and your guidance and to hear the sound of your voice to lead and guide me on my path. I feel so much better when I take that approach.
My dream world is becoming a little more active this month. Actually there were only two dreams that I could almost clearly recall, and I thank you for those dreams. There is one dream in particular that I’d like to share. It’s a little sketchy and I don’t know if I truly understand the meaning of it, though I have inkling. In the dream, Tommy (my husband) and I were walking together through some corridors in what seemed to be a basement. It was all dark and dank. The carpets were red and there were lots of doors along each side of the corridors. We just continued walking with no place in mind that we were trying to get to. Ahead was a small room and we entered. Tom took a seat in front of a mirror to rest. There was a door to the left and I knocked and a young “actress” opened the door and told us that we would both have to go back through the darkened basement—back to where we just came from. I told her flat out that we were not going back and that we wanted to know where we were. What in fact was this place we had come to? She did not give me an answer. She slowly closed the door and Tom and I were left in the room alone. Then I awakened from the dream state.
What is the significance of this dream-reality? It has to be significant to me on my journey in some way because every day since, this dream is with me day and night. Tom and I are communicating better than we ever have in the 22 years we’ve been together. I can find no words to express my happiness these days. Sometimes wish that the sound and the light of understanding had come to me (us) earlier in our relationship, but I can see now that this is the right time. I’m grateful for what we have now but I do wonder about the future, given his age and all…I would be pleased to know the meaning and what I need to learn from this. Is there something I should be wary of and what is the lesson in it for me, personally, if any?”
Blessings,
Brenda
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